Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Desperation.

Have you ever felt it?

Radically leaning on God.

Have you ever tried it?

Living in limbo.

Have you ever been there?

We are in the throes of uncertainty. It is getting harder with each passing day.

Our prayers are becoming more urgent, more desperate, more frequent.

Dave needs a job. We need to sell our house. These are real needs with real deadlines.

I need to know that my relationship with God is something real. I'm feeling like Peter walking toward Jesus on the water and all the waves are lapping around me, shouting, "You're doomed to drown! Just accept it!" After twenty years of following Jesus, is my faith really that flimsy?

Please pray for us.

so here's what i've been doing...