sometimes when i blog i don't know how honest i can truly be. i've crossed that line before and it's gotten me in trouble. most of the time i keep my posts relatively positive and upbeat.
but i don't want to do that right now. i'm sad. i don't feel like pretending i'm not. since i'm doing the "post every day for a month" thing, i'm not going to turn off my sadness for an insincerely cheery post.
i've been waiting. i've been praying. i've been exercising patience. but some days, it's hard.
like today.
